Elaine.T , 18.
27/04/92's my day ! EPPS'04,CSS'08,
Currently in Republic Poly, Year 2
Super Random + Crappy + Lame!
Girlfriends & Basketball ARE ♥!
Craves...
♥21st Birthday!
♥Car License!
♥stuffs that i want :D
♥err. more bags?
♥next APRIL to come
♥Trip with GFS !
♥everyone to be happy !
♥GPA above 3.5 ! X:
♥pass all modules!
dunno wad to blog.. but this this blog is kinda dead...... i am thinking wad if i am today now siting in front of the compunter screen chatting with frends and the next day, i'm gone meaning dead.. lols yeah.. life can be unpredictable eh? one monment ou are happy cahtting and the next monment ur dead.. :X anyone gonna miss me if i'm dead? XD oh well.. wadever lah... been feeling kinda emo since yesterday... i olso dunno whats troubling me and have no one to talk to anyway... i find it hard to relate?(dunno how to spell lah) myself to a person even my frends about whats troubling me and i find it hard to express myself... i think i shall isolate myself to 1 corner and have depressions.... lols =='' i feeling kinda tired now..dun wish to continue to move on... oh well...stupid com is lagging and i dunno why..lols =='' and and and people have seen wad they are able to do eg. like study well or excel in sports.. thats the ability they have... and wads mine?? for 14 years.. until now.. i still do not know wads my ability yets.. am i useless?? i felt that i am hopless, no cure already... my studies ony average and my sports dun excel... wads my ability and wad am i good at?? can anyone tell me?? lols... dun even know wad am i good at... i feel like i dun existed in this world anymore.. part of me had already died... oh well.. wad am i going to do? anyone can tell me???
i feel like closing my eyes.... but i cant cos i have to move on with my life.. i feel like shouting.. but can you all hear me?? i feel like pouring out all my troubles.. but is there someone by myside to listen?? i feel like letting go...... but if i let go.....i dunno wad to do.. i dunno wad to do and i feel like shouting and screaming.. but no one seems to hear though... no one seems to care and bothers.. i do not exists anymore.. goodbye.. *BANG! XD